#Lucky's thoughts

[notastraykid]

When people write a character with insomnia, they always do it as a person who is tossing and turning, getting upset as they're so tired but it's not really like that - in my life and experience, anyway...

For me it's just lying there, wide awake. Not even trying to sleep because you know it's not going to happen. There is no tossing and turning because what's the point. Literally there is no sleepiness, no drowsiness. Just. Awake. As if it was the middle of the day. Laying there, warm and cozy, resigned to the fact you'll hear the birds start to sing soon (or in my life it's seagulls. I don't class them as birds as they don't sing. They're just loud rats with wings who scream and steal food off you when you go to take a bite. But that's another story.)

You'll hear your neighbours start to move around and cars pass the house. People will do an early dog walk, maybe, or gross as it sounds, go for a jog.

You're still on yesterday but they've time travelled through their sleep to the next day.

I guess it's more like an internal defeat. It's not going to happen. You know it. Your body knows. You're just going to lay there and accept it until it's time to get up.

Yeah you could get up and do something "productive" when you check and see it's stupid o'clock in the morning, but you won't. Why won't you? Because there is one small, minute, itty bitty piece of hope that you could fall asleep. What if you get out of bed and that moment passes your bed and you're not there? That was your chance?! No. You'll stay in the warmth, with the disappointment of what could have been dancing around your brain.

Then you have that lovely special moment when your alarm clock goes and the new days begins. Even better if it's now a Monday.

[bumblingbabooshka]

Vulcan teen on Vulcan [tiktok] saying "I have just lost track of my father in the grocery store." The camera turns to show the viewers the grocery store in which almost every single older middle-aged man has a bowlcut and long robes. Camera turns back to show the teen's face which is expressionless and yet communicates all it needs to.

[sunbentshadows]

So, about that outage, huh

[noodles-and-tea]

Our hextech dream….

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF Into the pit? More like into the daddy issues

[chinelacanta]

i like to think that ever since they met it was mutually ON SIGHT bullying <3

they’re both losers (said with love)

[souphamsters]

I've been hopelessly fixated on drawing one (1) sweetheart butchfemme couple ... they're all I think abt ... HELP !!!

(silly lesbian ocs that I love , chae🍓and lucky🍋!!!)

[lazylittledragon]

ok someone please correct me if i'm wrong but am i weird for thinking those 'audiobooks don't count as reading' posts are ableist as fuck????

[timethehobo]

Quick scribble cos I couldn’t get blushing Emmy out of my head. He’s thinking about stuff.

[becausegoodheroesdeservekidneys]

Fuck fuck everything for fuck damned pissing hell's sake one of my students has used ChatGPT

I wish to commit an act that will in future be referred to by its date

[sophfandoms53]

Anyway shout out to Dewey who constantly looked like he was having the worst time of his fucking life in the pitches

Just an 11 year old pissed off at the world it seems😭

[tea-cat-arts]

Sometimes I wonder what Jiang Cheng could've become if his parents didn't instill a mix of "crippling fear of failure" and "impossibly high standards" in him. Cuz like, his dad was holding him to the vague standard of being as good as wwx, his mom yelling at him whenever he goofed around like wwx, and then both of them expressed disappointment when he's less successful than wwx. The thing both of them seem to ignore though is that wwx got where he is entirely because he had the freedom to fuck around and find out- he trained tirelessly because he made training fun for himself, he was innovative as a cultivators because he experimented and persisted through failures, and he was able to act in line with the Jiang clan moto because his actions had less political pull than members of the main family. Jiang Cheng on the other hand- if he fucked around he got told to "stop stooping to the level of servants." If his achievements were lesser than wwx's, he got either dismissed by his dad or yelled at by his mom to try harder. And if he picked fights with the Wens, they'd have an excuse to destroy his clan. Like ya- no shit that'd create an adult who's terrified of failure.

The kite game serves as such a good metaphor/embodiment of this set back- with Jiang Cheng never being able to shoot as far as Wei Wuxian because he pulls back and shoots closer the second he misses.

And its sad too because he's shown to be pretty brilliant when he's in "fuck it, we ball" mode. Like, when he's not freezing up, he manages to pull off things like rebuilding his entire clan from the ground up, leading armies and taking back territories from the Wens, and I'm fairly sure he's the only character we see counter the Lan music cultivation techniques (feel free to correct me if I'm wrong on that last one. Also feel free to add any of the other cool shit he did that I'm blanking on at the moment, cuz I know I'm forgetting something).

That being said- even with his anxiety, he's still one of the top cultivators. Imagine what a force of nature he'd be if he could sustain "fuck it we ball" mode

[fromheavensent]

LUCKY GIRL AFFIRMATIONS

ʚ i am blessed and grateful

ʚ miracles happen for me daily

ʚ i am attracting good things

ʚ i am so lucky

ʚ i am confident in my abilities

ʚ i do not chase i attract

ʚ i am the luckiest person i know

　　 ˚ . ✧　　 ˚

[letswonderspirit]

[tillsbiggestfan]

the recent till comic that vivimeng dropped got me thinking…

isn’t it interesting how ivan was predisposed to be loved, but he wasn’t loved at all?

he was adopted on valentine’s day as a gift for unsha’s wife, is considered a fan favorite contestant, is well respected by the children of anakt garden and their teachers …

but he still never got to experience true, genuine love for himself. despite the fact that his conditions were ideal — that he seems so easy to love — he wasn’t.

[miso-so]